maybe i just not ready yet....
sometimes feel alone...feel like if got someone who can give me a warm hug how sweet is there...
but...these only will happened in dreams~ Sometimes i feel i need you be my side...
but i know that can't be possible...you won't ~ you will never do these to me anymore...
now-days Sabah had a earthquake~ that is your home~ i hope that you and your family stay in good...
few days to go... you are going back to your home... safe flight and all the best for you...
I actually want to ask you and text you...but i didn't... because i just wan to stop all the connection with you...i had no idea how much i miss you...
Yesterday, i went for a movie... how i missed that moment you are beside me~ with you, i didn't felt any cold~ and how much i wish that is you beside me giving me a warm hug just like before...
but it's not going to be happened~ it's alright~ i had already grow~ not that little girl who always in sad face like a cry baby...
I learn to be strong..i had much better now..without you...i know i can did much more...and much better...
i not scared alone...i not scared high~I still the girl~still are the one who you know~
i know you are not coming back for me~i ready to catch up others...we are going to the separate way...going to meet the others... but...i glad that i had you accompany me before..
I need to say thank you for you...
THANK YOU my love.....
